Its because I am not depressed. Not that before I was super depressed or something, just not as content I guess.
Since I started writing (ridiculous high school poetry) I have been unable to write when I am in a good mood. Its absurd, and obnoxious. I just don’t feel the words, I have to find them, and since I am nothing if not lazy, I rarely want to make the effort. Even if I am writing about happy or random things, I just feel incredibly uninspired if I am not a least a little angsty.
I’m not depressed now, I just figured I need to buckle down and write something, before my blog was lonely.